The origin of my fetishes.

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WRITTEN BY GUSTAVO SCAT.

Why do I like poop? And why do I like pee? What’s the reason? Is there one?

I believe we’re all influenced to like certain things. No one is born liking “grapes” if they’ve never heard of grapes, never seen them, tasted them, or learned about them. Okay, I used a kind of silly example, but do you get the point?

Scat isn’t popular. Scat, in fact, is a hidden fetish that society doesn’t even talk about—and if it does, 99% of the time it’s to judge or speak ill of it. It’s a taboo fetish; I think it’s the biggest one of them all, and I don’t care about that.

Most of the research I’ve done points to childhood as the main factor in the development of fetishes.

I remember the first time I ever saw a porn magazine—I took it from my older brother’s collection. I was really young; I was in the bathroom flipping through the magazine while taking a shit. It was the first time I’d ever seen sex, pussy, a dick, and smut in my life. That first encounter, the discovery of sex, and most likely the first time I ever felt turned on. And, at the same time, I was taking a dump.

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I’m going to tell you about the first time I saw a naked girl right in front of me, in person. We were little—we didn’t even know what sex was yet… I must have been about six years old. And you know that phase of childhood curiosity? When, even without knowing anything about adult stuff, we’d “play doctor” and things like that… Just kids being kids: pure, “naive,” and curious. I was at the house of a classmate of mine, the daughter of a friend of my mom’s. You know, those friendships that go way back—parents with kids the same age? We were in the bedroom—me, her, and another friend of hers—when suddenly she felt the urge to pee. So she just walked into the bathroom with the door open and started going, right there in front of me, in the most natural way possible. I still remember her justifying it by saying that it was the most normal thing in the world.

Years later, a classic porn video called “2 Girls 1 Cup” came out. It was a turning point in my life. It’s a porn video where a woman takes a big shit into a cup and then revels in the shit in her mouth, chewing it and kissing another girl with the shit on her face. The year was 2007, and I was already thirteen years old. At the time, the video went viral, and a friend of mine commented on the disgusting bizarreness (which he nicknamed “Milkshake”) that became the biggest meme of that era. I didn’t watch it with my friend—I watched it alone — and I’ll admit it wasn’t love at first sight (especially because of the vomiting part), but it was through that porn video that I truly discovered what a scat fetish was.

Of course, in the heat of the moment and out of shock, I thought it was absurd. But at the same time, it was intriguing and really piqued my curiosity. From there, my friends… it was more videos and more arousal. Between us? I’ve always had a thing for it…

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This is just a excerpt from the book “I Want Scat — Sex with poop, piss and farts.” Read the full, unedited text: learn more about the book here.